What have I done

Slowly in the pace i starting to lose my own self. Barely able to search for what remaining in me. Lao po i may have done something that should even be forgiven. For you to be able to blame and scold me i at glad to hear and starting to be more better toward you. For what the unexpected to me is within the same day u scold me forgiven has already been given. Thus i will bear this memory within my own heart and bring it walk it with me to the end of my journey.

Hw many times u can wish thanx to someone

Each time sorry will be the word that we used to tell when we do something wrong. Instead why cant we just say thank you for remind our mistake. How many time can we really say thank you to someone. Our life was short enough to be count while those person still alive why don't we appreciate the time that we spent with them. Let them know that you truly thanks for having a friend like them. Make them know that no matter what happen our memory will be remember. Let them know that you truly cherish them till the end.

There r smile n laughter,
While we stick together,
our heart will shatter,
wen you leave later,

Our journey goes on,
As our heart moved on,
Ur memory remain on ,
With what you give on,
"Goes On"
Shinn Yamato

What We Cant Predict We Shape It

Running so far without knew the meaning of tired.Last time when i just run a bit i would like to take a stop but now i cant, i have to carry her on my back not as a burden but as an inspiration to keep on moving forward. I can see the end of the line right now but i have run harder to maintain my tempo so that i wont lose it. Eagerly to see what lies at the end but now i just want to be happy and enjoy our time together what lies ahead let it reach me instead of i reach it. Why not let it come to me and i will hold it tight and wont let it lose anymore. We cant predict what will happen in future but we can prevent what going to happen now to affect the future. We cant predict it because we are the one who shape it with our own hand. Future that I cant see it clearly but hold on to me tight as i will lead you to a place that i called the HAPPINESS.

Stress less as i near you, that the feeling i feel all the time when you are around.The way that you touched me always linger around my mind. Sometimes i just be silent just to let feel your warmness wrap around me. That work every time whenever I think bout assignment.

Cheerful to create HAPPINESS

Happiness wich i thought could only occur in drama that cant achieve by me but yesterday spending time with my bao bei really change my thought of that. Running like a child that was curious of everything and at te same time busy dressing me up. That very scene feel like taken out from some sort of happy drama but to really experience the feeling it feel different from what i saw from drama.

Just a smile from her, i feel more stress less and just want to hug her up. I really wonder sometimes GOD have given me a smile that will last forever. A girl with an attitude of 5 years old girl with 21 years old physical appearance with a heart that been shatter for few times. Trying so hard to make her smile back now i trying to hold her onto my arm so that she could reach the sky.

Seeing her run here run there make me feel fun like a kid drag their parent for something. Although she had period pain still she insist of going out. Time with her is precious even though is short each minute i try to record it in my mind.

Thanx 4 everything that U have given to me.

I will give U my all willingly without any regret from the start n now i will try to give u more than ALL.

Smile To Live On

How short was my life is when i truly know when it going to end?.For once scared crept in my own self again, not because i was scared i going to die.There is another reason that i fear if i die , how was HER going to live on.Promised have already been made to HER that i will wipe n erase sadness from dictionary of her life and bless her with all the happiness that i could have found to HER.I didn't even know why such reaction occur on me.I went so far just to see a glimpse of her smile.A smile worth everything including my own life ready to be sacrifice.A smile that have taken my all, I willingly given it to HER to protect that very small thing that I see as a treasure that worth more than gold.That very existence of HER have lighten up my fragile life.
HER was my wife or should i call her my "lao po"

Darkness that shun my courage away,
Sadness that shatter my heart away,
Love that strengthen my mind again,
Smile that regain my self again,
Memory that remind u always,
U that i will love always,

HAHAHA..nothing to do tim...Lao po no matter how fragile our life is no matter how short our life would be,REMEMBER that you have this memory that i create just 4 you...We live with memory fill with our very existence.

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