Cycle Of Life

Truly what been turning inside of my own self lately
desired to do what i should have done
now starting to think back what have i done
regret it not think that i thought at first
it was the burden that i shall carry within my self
to move forward with such burden
i ask my own self how far could i go on with such burden at my back
last time i would start to choose to let it go or to simply give up
on what i have already stand firm on

Life is about an adventure that we walk on
we were just merely dream
when we finally wake up
that the time we die
and move on toward another life
it is a cycle that we may not know which it the future
which is the past nor which the present

But now i no longer carry this burden alone
as i live for future
every second that pass consider as my past
every second after ward consider my future
there no present in my time
as future is the thing that i will cherish
and the past i shall for go

Human live in such a greed world
in a world which each individual shall protect them self
the drift between the strong and the weak
continue to expand in to the abyss
God created such variable creature for a purpose
and the solely purpose is for each individual to help each other out

We should live with a concept on what we will give
instead of what we will get in return
never expect anything in return
as we help other
what we need is to give not get
yet this world still linger those blood sucker human
that obstructively destroy the purity within our own soul
this epidemic has been spreading every single second
it have been to a level where human was lack of goodness
within them self
what left for them was just to harvest other people greed
thus this shall be the end of such epidemic
the poison and antidote lies beyond our own self
ask your self is it fun to used other
and what the feeling when being used by other in return
the feeling
the pain
will somehow be in ourself
yet we cant stop our own stop into doing such in morale thing
ask your self why
the answer shall be your motivation
to change your self once again
never say too late
it better than later

Being used and use
truly the element that we human survive in community
faked treatment and smile that we see each day
is really getting to my nerve
to penetrate them in my vision
yet i still believe that not every one was fake
sometimes the thing that we see
and the gossip that we heard
will blind our judgment toward others
trust in them as they trust you in return
trust is depend on what we feel
instead being blind by what we see and heard
we follow our intuition to direct us to the right path again

Heart is more powerful that our brain
it judge based on feel
feel is an undescribe emotion that evoke inside of us
sometimes it goes beyond logical explanation
yet such unlogical and undescribable explanation
sometimes saves us from grieve later

Work Work Eat Eat Sleep Sleep

Lately been working non-stop thinking idea really squish a lot of my brain juice. I dont even have time to write anything in my blog. Firstly I have to apologize to my lovely lao po cause she the one who encourage me to practice write more. Sorry ahh



okok..That was my FAVORITE song till now. Been really like doing web layout for the past few weeks and learning how to construct thing in CMS (content management system). Hell like i have finally learn how to build my own server. In this few weeks all i heard from my boss is "CLEAN" and "COPERATE" but none the less my boss really damn good to me. He teach me a lot of thing that i have been curious all this time. Save my time to just simply wonder in the net to just look for my answer.

Everyday working i noticed that i always look at my phone not because it is new rather i always waited for her to SMS me or even call me. Whenever she really SMS me damn happy even her message as short as just an icon. I now know why that simply message could even made me happy than a long long message cause the message it self it direct and simple and further more that is what me to be. Smile always. Never know that simple icon could really bring so much hope to me when i in a desperate need of support. Been thinking that why people say i dont have courage to say "NO" to my own lao po. Let me give you an answer here.

"IN THIS WORLD NOBODY SCARED OF THEIR OWN LAO PO WE JUST RESPECT THEM."
葉問

Been waiting to see IP (internet protocal) MAN 2.