Slowly in the pace i starting to lose my own self. Barely able to search for what remaining in me. Lao po i may have done something that should even be forgiven. For you to be able to blame and scold me i at glad to hear and starting to be more better toward you. For what the unexpected to me is within the same day u scold me forgiven has already been given. Thus i will bear this memory within my own heart and bring it walk it with me to the end of my journey.